Pictures are up! By the way. haha they have been, for Kyoto at least.
Oh, I'm still uploading Hiroshima stuff, because I couldn't Saturday night &Sunday morning.
Helixx2

I can't.Last night was the first night I didn't cry myself to sleep I'm trying so hard to accept that you're not mine to keep A harsh realization, that much I will admit But I'm trying to keep myself from feeling like shit I don't know if conversing like normal helps me at all I try, but the more we talk friendly, the harder I fall I want to make you happy, but you want to be just friends I wish we were still together, I wish there was no end But I brought this on myself, this we both know I feel like the pathetic fool in a Shakespearean show I hate poems that rhyme every other line II can't.


Still.I still honestly care about you. I don't really know why, but I do. When our tongues are sharp I choke back tears. You anger me and do not help my misery. I miss you and my feelings are still alive but barely holding on-- like a nightingale singing its last old song. My heart flutters at thoughts of memories with you-- but my heart let go, my heart was stupid and selfish and wanted more. I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you why do you taunt me so. You have your brand new girl. I bet she'll treat you better. Apparently I treated you terribly, you told. IStill.
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10 days till we die
9 days till we cry
8 days till we run
7 days till we scream
6 days till we plan
5 days till we learn
4 days till we suspect
3 days till we disappear
2 days till we laugh
1 day till we play our last game
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Revenge is the emotion you just can't let go
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I have the normal complement of anxieties, neuroses, psychoses and whatever else - but I'm absolutely nothing special..
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